from now on i shall replace the word jack with zhaohan. dun ask me why, but it is the class tradition.

i dun like homework. but i can't survive without it. what should i do.

sigh... feel so humchi.

i need a book. or else i'll play game and waste time.

ok i really need a book. finished alice in wonderland and through the looking glass. had a weird dream after that. like a familiar...but strange world. something is different, not very obvious, but somehow things just turn out weird.

i dun like white light. kinda makes me lethargic and feels fake.

study. i dunno whether i like studying or not. i'm not sure if i like to study becoz of interest or bcos i like to show off.

sigh. school would be such a wonderful place to be if there wasn't hmwk. i dun like hmwk. but i can't learn without it.

i need a book.

i need a book.

i dun believe in myself. somehow...my social life is pretty screwed. is it an attitude problem? i dunno. a lot of times i just dun have anything to say. but i want to express myself. i have no idea what i am doing.

why do i want to communicate even though i can't? i dun even know if others exist. is company an addiction? if a man is born alone and lives alone will he ever feel lonely? and am i one who lives alone?


i need a book.