hmm... convinced that uchikomies improve your throw. i'm quite slow, huh? somehow my throw seems stronger after doing 440 uchikomies.

argh... inferior complex. feel inferior about everything. inferior in science. inferior in judo. inferior in academics. inferior in looks. everything. i sure could do wif a weights machine for help. very likely becoz i just visited www.loneoceans.com.

GEPs are powerful people. qns that take me one or two weeks to answer take them much shorter. for example, "when an MRT achieves constant decceleration towards the west, the passengers should, by right, lose balance towards the west. Instead, from observation, they tend to lose balance to the east. why is this so?" Alex ang answered it in 2 seconds. Guess they are not called "gifted" for nothing.

oh yes, for research, i was at first informed that i was taking a microelectronics project myself under some professor. i was quite shocked. i never said i wanted to do it, or even say that i was interested, and i happened to get into it? so i asked dr. jeffrey lee(school teacher) why i was chosen. he said when i went for an excursion together with the science club to the institute of microelectronics, he picked me from a feedback form i wrote. i forgot what i could have written to get a professor to choose me for SMP. i only recall writing some crazy stuff that i wrote under of the influence of some thought. maybe professors like crazy stuff.

i declined this project(what mitchell called "great opportunity"), becoz firstly, i already had in my mind to do a project of crystallisation. secondly, i was already quite busy and i wondered if SMP could clash wif my CCA. thirdly, i was and still am not interested in microelectronics. the excursion was not really interesting(in fact i could hardly understand what the people were saying, and the gadgets there daunts me). fourthly, if i do a project wif my friend who lives close to me, we could have project meeting almost everyday, because we are only about 2km apart, no problem on "oh school is too far i dun want to go, nono going to ur house is not fair for me, nono, dun come and mess up my house".

now i just checked my asknlearn account. it says that both me and the friend are embarking on the microelectronics project. great.... mitchell's gonna be so excited. i have just successfully sabohed my friend.

now what... i was supposed to have handed up the project proposal on 12th of january. even b4 i was informed of this. so how? gotta rack my brains to try recall what i wrote in the feedback form that caught the attention of the professor. sigh. i am apprehensive of this project.

omg. what a nice way to start a project. haven done my SS yet. i am likely to be staying up late tonight. the start of the vicious cycle of waking up late, then late for school, then late to sleep blah blah blah. got 5 demerit points like this. in fact i think joon fai knows me like this. nice.... confirm get detention one. gives me time to think about "the greater complexities of life".

mr edward de cruz has emphasized the importance of speaking and writing good english when we in our normal lives. i shall make an attempt to do so. wish me luck. i'm gonna need it.

btw, alwyn, put in some effort in setting your *bio* qns. i have set my 15 chem qns. and you only need to set 14 *wink*.